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last post

2004-10-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

this is de last of post of this blog.. plz redirect ur adds 2 LaNceheart.blogspot.com.. tanks 4 readin.. peace out..

21/9

2004-09-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

wassup... 3 days nv blog liao.. at first sunday wanted 2 blog.. but drank 2much.. gt a headache so went 2 slp early.. last nite i was went 2 slp early.. cuz this mornin gt man utd match 2 watch.. rio is back.. woohoo.. haha.. nv went 4 trging 2 day... abit lazy n also wanted 2 watch a show tts y nv go.. anyway i go dere i also sian.. cuz dey all trging 4 grading.. den i dunnoe anythin.. tts y dun wanna go.. juz watch finish initial d epi 5&6 nt veri nice.. cuz de sub sux.. time flies.. tml is 22 liao.. i noe ber 4 6mths liao.. tts half a yr liao.. haven c her 4 so long liao.. dunnoe is she gd or nt.. she seem stressed up.. haiz.. y i cant do anythin 4 her.. realli feel like sharing her problems n everythin.. shld i ask her out??? mayb during de holidays.. but i tint this holidays i shld b quite packed.. she is goin 4 her attactment also.. haiz..

lazy day..

2004-09-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

heyz.. if u guys read my blog last nite.. i was tokin abt death n all.. den after tt.. later tt nite.. ah marc tok 2 me over de msn.. he told me tt he was nt goin 2 trging.. at first i tot he was goin 4 a course or wat.. but he told me tt his grandpa is gone.. kinda shock.. den also weird.. cuz i was juz writin abt it juz nw.. den it happen 2 my fren'z grandpa.. haiz.. anyway 2day went 2 sch.. listen 2 ms phoon tok abt sum stuff.. den went 2 eat breakfast? or lunch wif leongy dey all.. after tt meal.. went hm alone.. as usual haha.. reach hm liao.. at first wanna pei my mom go c her dad 1.. which is my grandpa lar.. but i ended up fallin aslp.. den she nv wake up me.. i slp until 4 plus den wake up.. wake up liao went 2 cook pasta again 2 eat.. this time was nt bad.. but nv put much food inside.. so quite plain.. after eatin n all.. went down 4 trging.. reach yck den i realise tt i nv bring my belt.. den did nt wan 2 go back.. so went down 2 trging lor.. didnt feel like changing 2 half tobok onli.. but end up still did lar.. did sum kickin n all.. after which was sparing.. no1 spar wif me sia.. so sad.. y all so scare of me.. i tt scary meh.. haiz.. so end up i nv get 2 spar.. after class ended.. i find 2 helpful soul 2 spar wif me.. haha.. let dem wear guards but i nv wear.. lazy.. nv went all out.. was playin abit defencive.. so nv score anythin.. after sparin.. sum of de juniors were kickin de arm knit so went 2 join in.. i realli like kickin tt.. cuz can go all out.. den feeling is juz so gd.. haha.. kick finish liao.. cuz chris need 2 wait 4 gal.. so walk 2 mrt station alone.. but was joined by sum juniors... tok 2 dem abit of how i start n all in tkd.. once my train came.. i was all alone again.. reach hm liao watch tv.. eat noodles... den nw typin this n goin 2 slp.. so gd nitez..

wassup

2004-09-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

wassup ppl.. kinda busy wif work n sumtimes iz juz plain lazy lar.. tts y nv blog 1.. dun worri i will try n blog more often.. 2day is a veri bad day 4 me lor.. i overslpt... woke up at 8.15.. n guess wat.. i gt quiz on 8.. haha.. pro ar.. anyway i change my clothes n all liao den chiong down take cab go sch again.. den de stupid taxi driver.. dunnoe how 2 drive 1 lor.. haiz.. waste alot of time.. u fucker.. i m late liao u still go take 1 big rd.. u bloody ass.. anyway reach sch at 8.30.. fast ar.. haha.. anyway went up 2 class.. ms phoon nv sae anythin so sit down n chiong de quiz.. it was quite ok lar.. manage 2 do 1 part of it.. but i dun tint i can pass lar.. juz hope can.. haha.. gd luck weicong.. haha.. den after tt gt another quiz at de last lesson of de day.. also roughly noe how 2 do.. de best part is i nv study n i can roughly do.. haha.. evil..ppl is like studyin n studyin yet me slackin n slackin.. haiz.. dead.. after de quiz went hm alone as usual.. at hm 4 awhile liao leongy called me.. sae dey all no class so wanna meet asap.. so again i change n went down 2 take mrt 2 meet dem.. went 2 play initial d wif leongy n guys.. sha played his first game dere.. haha.. 2day i nv win much.. haiz.. how 2 upgrade my car like tt.. my driving sux sia. need 2 train more.. after playin until no money.. we all went 2 play pool.. played 2 rd both also lose.. i m so lan at pool sia.. actually i m like no gd in anythin lor.. so sad.. play finish liao went 2 eat dinner.. dinner was.. KFC.. haha.. chicken.. my dad is like scare of chicken nw.. yet i like nuthin wrong like tt.. keep on eatin .. haha.. i m mad man.. we all sit dere tok 4 a veri long while.. nice chat sia.. den after tt went hm.. reach hm liao heard stuff from my mom tt got me thinkin.. de thing i was thinkin abt is death.. my granddad is nt doin 2 well recently.. i tint my mom is pretty upset abt it also.. nw i m like sayin ok lar.. wen its time 2 go its time 2 go.. i wonder if come de day tt i m in my mom's shoes wat will i do.. i realli had 2 haf sum1 leave me 4ever.. it realli hurts lor.. wen u tint tt u can nv c tt person anymore.. since i m on this topic.. i must admit.. i realli miss my grandma.. she is gone 4 3 yrs le.. times flies sia.. me n her use 2 b so close.. last time can tell her alot of stuff.. n she realli dote me.. haiz.. i tint sum ppl will also hear me sae this b4.. wen i die.. hu wuld cry.. this question i had been askin myself 4 sumtime le.. tt time wen my classmate in sec sch was killed in a car crash.. most of de gals in de class was cryin so badly.. but wen i tint back.. dey nv realli like him or wat.. dey nv tok much 2 him.. or anythin like tt.. but yet wen we were at his funral.. dey were like waterfall sia.. den since den i had been thinkin tt question 2 myself.. saddist rite.. i dun tint so.. but death is sumthin tt is goin 2 happen 2 us sumday.. so let juz look at death at a lighter view.. i tint i better dun sae anymore..ciaoz..

1 wk post

2004-09-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

wow.. sorri guys.. haven been postin 4 de last wk.. i nv notice.. well had been sick this past few days.. keep on coughin.. n runnin nose.. sux man.. cant go work cuz of it.. keep on coughin non-stop.. n my nose.. super blk.. cant clear it 1 lor.. haiz.. but i nv went 2 c doc at all.. haha.. alot of ppl ask me go c.. but i juz lazy... y i so lazy ar?? i dun even noe myself.. haiz.. been slackin this whole wk as usual.. but this wk i spend alot sia.. mostly on food n transport.. cuz i woke up late twice.. so took cab down 2 sch twice.. broke liao sia.. n also startin playin initial d... cuz leongy gt this free coupon 2 top up de tapz card.. so can keep on playin 4 free.. song sia.. haha.. ok.. i dun wanna sae any more le.. veri sick.. cannot tahan liao.. i goin 2 bed.. nitez..

a day 2 remember..

2004-09-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

Wackiness: 50/100Rationality: 28/100Constructiveness: 62/100Leadership: 78/100

You are a SECL--Sober Emotional Constructive Leader. This makes you a Politician.
You cut deals, you change minds, you make things happen. You would prefer to be liked than respected, but generally people react to you with both. You are very sensitive to criticism, since your entire business is making people happy.
At times your commitment to the happiness of other people can cut into the happiness of you and your loved ones. This is very demanding on those close to you, who may feel neglected. Slowly, you will learn to set your own agenda--including time to yourself.
You are gregarious, friendly, charming and charismatic. You like animals, sports, and beautiful cars. You wear understated gold jewelry and have secret bad habits, like chewing your fingers and fidgeting.
You are very difficult to dislike.
Of the 15949 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 7.4 % are this type.

gt this quiz from eric's blog.. me a politician wahhaa.. must b sumthing wrong.. ok back 2 my day..

woohoo.. gt my tx debit card.. i guess 4 those hu saw my msn nick u all shld noe lar.. haha.. oo yah.. i no more botak kia liao.. but lazy 2 change it.. haha.. 2day was darn lazy.. was slpin until 1 plus.. if nt bcuz my mom wake me up 2 go c my granddad.. if nt i tint i will b still slpin.. wahha.. cuz is super tired.. yesterday went 2 do a wall climbin course.. or shld i sae sports climbin.. its fun man.. but man it takes alot of strenght n skill.. kinda get hook on liao.. will try n do more of it.. i tint de whole week was a lazy wk 4 me.. i like it alot..hope can do sumthin like tt more often.. it is song.. but kinda boring..

1sept

2004-09-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

back again.. nuthin much happened 4 de past few days.. went back 2 sec sch on tues.. saw a few of my old teachers.. nuthin much happen also lar.. oo yah.. mon went 2 kbox wif chris n jin keat.. first time i sing until i gif up sia.. haha.. anyway after tt dey all came over 2 my place.. den keat play my ps2.. den chris was slpin.. while i was watchin my anime.. den slp at ard 6 + den nearly work up late 2 meet wenz dey all.. den after tt was 2 tired 2 do anythin.. so nv meet yongsheng go swim.. haha.. den went 4 trging.. i tint is bcuz whole day nv eat.. so gt a headache.. den 2day whole day was at hm watchin my anime.. tryin 2 find her 2 go out.. but she like avoidin me like tt.. haiz.. so sad.. wen will i get de chance..

new feelings..

2004-08-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

back again.. since my last post i guess nuthin much had happen .. life is always so boring 4 me.. anyway tt day wen 2 tkd meeting.. tot wat happen y gt a sudden black belt meeting.. end up dey juz wan us 2 voice out on de up coming trging camp.. i felt tt we shld had 2 camp lor.. its better.. hehe. but dey sae 2 ex liao.. so nuthin 2 sae.. reach hm at ard 11 plus.. watch de olympic tkd.. nice.. wish i can b like dem.. haha.. but well nt dere yet lar.. still a veri long way 2 go.. haha.. dey r so gd man.. recently i dunnoe wat i goin thru.. been thinkin abt a ger.. noe her 4 sum time le.. last time gt tot of goin after her.. but nv.. dunnoe y recently suddenly gt a urge 2 ask her go out all this.. wahaha.. shh... dunnoe she readin this or nt.. if she is.. den i tint she will think i m writin this juz 2 please her or wat.. 2day went 2 work.. kinda boring cuz veri quite sales was bad.. i tint my sales realli sux.. or i gt no luck.. so tired.. den juz nw darn wat lor.. channel 5 sae gt show tkd.. den end up show sum loser coach of sg swimming team.. cant win anythin cant win lar.. come back sg den go on tv den kpkb dere.. save ur breath n go trg ur ppl lar.. other country deir players r like trging every day 1 lor.. wan 2 win ppl.. wait ar.. dey r swimmers or fighters all deir life leh.. training is deir work.. if u wan 2 win medal.. u need 2 train like dem.. go 4 tourmament.. everythin.. dun wait 4 olympic den start trging ur ass off.. how 2 win ppl hu is training everyday 1.. if sg wan 2 win medals... dey better start trging deir players harder.. n as a full time job.. ok back 2 tkd.. end up dey all show de gold medal match 4 de guys 1.. de winner de use guy play veri defence.. but he is gd.. veri quick 4 his weight 2.. my weight class.. all i can sae is pro.. k go slp le.. tml still need 2 work.. sian. buaiz..

day

2004-08-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. miss me??? haha.. yesterday was my first prac.. was quite bad.. but nvm.. must work hard.. rain de whole day.. so sad.. nuthin much happen yesterday also lar.. onli my prac.. 2day did quite alot of stuff.. went 2 change 2 de new atm card.. den went 2 apply my debit card also... onli 20 bucks inside.. wahha.. need 2 wait 2 or 3 wks 2 get it.. will b waiting.. wahaha.. nxt time go out can sign liao..anyway farkin den sian lor.. still tot can work at de show.. den kanna fucked up.. must go back 2 sim lim.. sian lor.. every wk end dere liao.. gt show also cannot let me go.. fuck.. dulan.. dun sae liao lar... oo yah. wasted 7.50 2day. go watch de borune show.. nt as nice as de first 1.. veri weird.. den keep on dozing off.. sad.. haha..

lallaa

2004-08-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. long time nv post liao.. dun remember wat happen liao also.. haha.. 2day was quite a long day 4 me .. morning went 4 java quiz.. kinda easy.. so shld b able 2 pass.. den went 2 ssdc book prac.. went hm play com.. went back 2 sch 4 my lesson was late so toook a cab down.. super boring class though... de project class was also boring like hell.. after de class went 2 eat dinner wif leongy dey all.. de western food in fj totally sux.. n after dinner.. i went 2 de ipnet lecture!! wahhaa.. but left half way.. haha.. boring...

fed up

2004-08-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin 4 sum time liao.. anyway.. lets start.. juz came back from tkd training.. 2day was helpin out wif de demo again.. but i realli wonder wat de shit i m doin dere.. enough wif tt lar.. this morning was nearly late sia.. lao ma call me wake up.. but i nv heard her at all sia.. woke up at ard 0740.. was like so late liao lor.. went 2 bath.. den pack my stuff in de fastest way i could.. den decide 2 take cab down.. de cab uncle ar.. dunnoe wat wrongs wif him sia.. like drive veri slow like tt.. or izit tt i m rushin 4 time.. tts y everythin seem so slow.. anyway reach sch tt time was like 6 plus.. den gt 1 dollar extra charge.. so bcame 7.. kao.. poor.. broke liao.. haiz.. rush up 2 class.. lucky was juz nice.. took my quiz.. if nt bcuz of de fuckin quiz.. i wun even take cab down lor.. end up de quiz was so fuckin simple.. took me 15 mins? to finish.. den sit dere slack abit liao.. den de sir sae can go.. so again.. i took my bag n left de class de first person.. beng sia.. haha.. den went down 2 mac eat breakfast.. more broke.. hehe.. den went 2 lecture.. sit dere slp again.. den after tt de lecture ended early.. den lazy go out.. so sit dere slp.. den heard sum yr 1 gals sae.. aa go call him wake up lar.. so ker lian.. kao.. nuthin 2 sae sia.. wonder if dey chio or nt.. if chio can ask dem come pei wo this ker lian de guy.. haha.. after ms phoon lecture.. went 2 eat liao.. den went 2 library slp.. 2 wait 4 ys go gym.. again he was late.. walk down 2 club rm alone.. sit dere wait 4 him.. chris came 2 club rm so i went 2 club rm also lar.. sit dere 4 awhile liao den de late guy came in.. he took chris's admin den went 2 gym wif me.. after gym went 4 my java class.. rot dere again.. but this time i did sum programmin on my own. haha.. ran off early again.. went 2 trging ground den dump de stuff dere liao.. pull yvonne 2 go downstairs eat wif me.. but kinda regretted eating 2 much.. haha.. trging tt time ar.. stomach full full 1.. after warming up everythin.. went 4 demo trging.. like i was sayin b4.. i dunnoe i tryin 4 wat lor.. haiz.. den while chris dey all doin deir act.. i sit dere alone.. den was thinking abt sum stuff.. this bring me 4 a topic...
i dunnoe u ppl heard b4 this line b4 or nt.. " every1 haf a role 2 play in this world" but sum how 2 me.. i m always playin de backup role.. everythin i do or i did.. i was always de backup.. de spare tire.. wif my frenz.. i m like de extra 1.. wif my grp ppl.. sumtimes ppl juz treat me as though i cant b seen.. dey dun gif a darn abt wat i haf 2 sae.. even if it was 4 de team's gd.. i noe i m lazy in sum sense.. but i dun tint being lazy or wat haf anythin 2 do wif my views rite.. most of de times we will hear tt we must respect every1's view.. but how come my views r like fallin 2 deaf ears.. everythin wen i m ask 2 do sumthing.. tt sumthing will most of de time turn up 2 b sum sai kan aka rubbish stuff.. if nt i will b like treating like i m nt in de team.. no1 informs me abt anythin or wat so ever.. den end of de day i get de blame or things like tt.. i m so sick of doin all this kind of stuff.. so sick n tired of sch, work n everythin.. y m i always de 1 being de spare tire.. i dun wanna b de spare tire anymore.. but wat can i do.. tts my fuckin life.. nuthin ever goes rite 4 me.. studies.. work.. frenz... gals... sumtimes even family.. haiz.. life sux.. so fed up wif myself... aaaaa... cant b bother abt anythin liao lar...

blog

2004-08-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liao.. i tint goin 2 b a veri long blog mayb..lets start den..
wed.. morning went 4 class n all .. den stayed back 4 a quiz.. i tint i did quite badly 4 it lar.. but at least i tried my best.. hehe..den after tt meet weichuang at yck.. asked him come in 2 nyp he dun wan.. like scare de ppl inside will eat him up like tt.. haha.. anyway meet him liao we all 2 walked down 2 ssdc.. did sumthin veri bad tt day.. i registed 4 bike.. hehe.. hu ever reads this.. plz dun tell my mom.. she will kill me if she finds out.. as i nv bring enough money weichuang help me pay first.. wat a gd bro rite.. after we all finish everythin.. went back 2 bishan 2 go gym.. nv did much.. cuz tues juz went.. gym finish we all went 2 s11 2 makan ban mian.. tok abt alot of stuff.. then went home 2 rot lor..
thurs.. went 2 class in de morning.. den like everythin also against me.. at de back row of de lab whr i always sit.. alot of com gt problem.. fuckin nyp go fix de bloody com lar.. n get sum new monitors plz.. those crt sux.. tt whole morning in sch was like veri slpy.. veri tired.. tired of sch.. tired of everythin tt is happen ard me.. went home after my classes.. fell aslp 4 awhile while usin de com.. at nite watch oc.. after oc was chattin wif ellice... dunnoe y nw like gt stuff 2 crap wif her.. lol.. at 1.30 gt soccer 2 watch so i watch.. stupid match though.. went 2 bed at almost 4..
friday.. nearly cannot wake up in de mornin.. n wen i finally wake up.. i went 2 bath n everythin.. went back 2 my rm n lie on my bed.. den fell aslp again.. luck manage 2 wake up.. onli slp 4 10 mins like tt.. but tt 10 mins is song liao.. rush down 2 sch den print out de use case.. end up ms phoon nv sae she wan.. so nvm.. after she met wif us.. we all went down 2 south canteen 2 makan prata.. nt veri nice lar.. but better de nuthin.. after makan went back 2 de rm no1 was dere.. crap ard wif leongy dey all 4 awhile went hm alone.. slack at hm until 5 plus den ah marc ask me meet him at 5.45.. so off my com liao went down.. reach yck tt time den saw ah marc's msg sayin he will b late.. but he wasnt late 4 long lar.. walk 2 sch wif him.. tok abt sum shity stuff wif him.. reach club rm tt time.. tt chris sae wat.. my movers r here.. sae until like tt.. sadden.. after training started.. peter ask me over.. den ask me 2 take de white belts.. ok i was kinda snooked dere... i hate 2 take class.. i dunnoe wat 2 sae or wat 2 do.. i juz cant take a class.. haiz.. den peter took over.. i juz help him out.. while chris took de color belts.. b4 i noe it.. de demo team was ask 2 gather.. end up chris onli needed marcus dey all.. den gt nuthin 2 do.. did sum kicks den sum sparing wif kevin ,ruiyi n zhili.. i tint my sparin veri lousy.. need 2 improve big time.. nwadays gettin used 2 nt usin so much power.. but sumtimes kick will still overpowered.. haha.. after training walked 2 mrt station wif chris n marcus dey all.. tt chris almost bang in2 a pillar.. den hit de barrier at de gate dere.. bro.. u realli need 2 look whr u goin lar.. but it was funni seein him like tt.. hahaha.. took de same mrt wif shawn.. tok abt sum stuff den reach bishan.. went our own ways.. reach hm bath liao.. eat alot of noodles.. my mom cook 1.. i tell u she is realli a veri gd cook.. must learn from her..juz nw online i finally tok 2 her.. we all took like nuthin had happened.. haiz.. tok like tt but heart abit pain.. i still can 4get her.. :X... tml workin again.. kinda sian.. no work no money.. gt work but no rest.. but must ton.. 1.35 liao. tint shld b time 2 slp liao.. nitez ..

DULAN

2004-08-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

FUCK MAN~~~ i lost my fave towel on my way home..pissed..
anyway 2day was ok lar..went 2 sch in de morning.. den after 3 hrs in sch.. was on my way back hm.. den saw ah marc on de way 2 mrt station.. tint he was late.. so nv tok 2 him..msg yong sheng wanna go gym or nt.. he said ok.. after tt reach bishan wanted 2 get kfc 4 lao ma n me.. but kfc haven open so end up nv buy anythin 4 her.. 2day no comics.. tml den gt.. tint need 2 spend money again.. i tint most of my money is spend on comics n food.. went home 2 slack until 2.30. den pack my stuff liao went down 2 sch 2 meet yongsheng.. went 2 find meiqi dey all 2 take my admin.. no admin = no gym.. called up ys 2 ask him whr he was.. he sae he was walkin down liao.. den hear huishan's voice sae he nt free den i was like ok lor.. den i go alone.. dun wanna disturb those 2 love birds.. haha.. went up 2 gym alone.. started doin abit of training den ys showed up.. make fun of him abit.. trainin gym wif him was nt bad lar.. cuz he can do de weights i do.. so at least sum1 do wif me.. but i weak liao.. need 2 train more.. ok after gym went back 2 class.. stupid lab lar.. wasted 2hrs dere sittin dere doin nuthin.. after class went down 2 mac get my dinner n went down 2 trging ground.. eat dere like ah beng like tt me.. all training mood.. den me happily eatin dere.. eat finish liao... juz nice chris started class.. den he was tokin abt de grpings.. den i was like de onli grp leader tt came.. nv do anythin lar.. cuz gt demo training.. oo yah.. kinda pissed by a comment from a junior belt.. he said nt scare of me.. onli scared of chris.. wtf.. juz bcuz he take classes all this den scare of him ar.. dulan man.. mayb i mix wif dem 2much liao ba.. or mayb i 2 slack liao.. ppl dun respect me.. haiz.. dun tint i can stay long in this club sia.. went 2 demo training.. nv do anythin much again.. haiz.. spar wif arvind.. guess he nv gt serious at all abit sian.. i wish can haf a gd fight.. anyway light contact lar.. so nvm.. den training end liao went hm.. make a pizza using de mircowave.. failed again.. but ate it all up anyway.. makan finish den here i m.. so nuthin 2 sae liao.. buaiz..

NDP

2004-08-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!!!
haven posted 4 3 days liao.. but goin 2 cut de story short lar..
sat.. went 2 work.... den after work benny dey all nv go eat.. so came back hm.. den rot.. nuthin much happen anyway..
sunday.. morning played bball wif vincent n randy.. saw jinfeng.. tok abit.. found out tt he moved.. no wonder nv c him ard liao .. play from 8.30 to 1045 like tt.. den rush back hm 2 bath den went 2 work... at first tot was goin up 2 lvl 6.. den i tint no enough ppl.. den went back 2 global it.. jiajun came down 2 get a printer.... tok 2 him abit liao.. den he went 2 find de rest.. den after tt global ppl order pizza.. n gt 2 eat also.. woohoo.. free pizza.. ate 2 pieces.. nice.. i love 2 eat pizza man.. it is de best.. de whole day was quiet.. veri quiet.. hardly sold any thing.. den chris came down 2 find me go c firework.. bro paiseh leh let u wait so long.. haha.. den pack up liao.. told don i ciao first.. den me n chris walk down 2 city hall 2 meet suimei.. she was late.. but aiyah wat 2 do.. gals 4ever also late 1... ok we manage 2 get 2 de place.. but kao so many ppl.. manage 2 get a gd spot .. waited 4 awhile.. den woo.. de fireworks.. power!!! veri nice.. n i was like busy takin pics usin chris's camera.. 2bad nt enough bat.. if nt i confirm shoot it as a movie 1.. anyway after tt went down 2 lau pa sha 2 makan.. de food sux.. anyway during de trip shavonne msg me.. kinda funni y lar.. well she saw me.. she was in de car bhind me.. n i did nv even noe.. lol..anyway she sae i change all this.. funni.. haf i realli changed?? y like alot of ppl sae i change liao.. tt time ade also sae i changed.. haf i??? dun tell me juz bcuz of my haircut ar.. dunnoe lar.. change 4 de better den gd lar.. lets hope it is nt changed 4 de worst.. haha.. oo yah.. on sun morning.. my b't x finished d/lin.. song.. reach hm watch de man utd match.. dey lost.. but nvm lar.. smith scored a super goal.. veri nice.. n he sure look gd in red.. haha.. man utd player liao.. woohoo.. de final score was 3-1.. lets hope de nxt time dey meet it is man utd on top.. after de match.. bath finish everythin.. chiong my b't x .. onli manage 2 watch ard 5 epi b4 i gt knocked down..
den 2day .. national day.. nv go anyway .. in my rm chiong b't x until finish.. nv even go n watch ndp.. i nv like 2 watch tt anyway.. haiz.. kinda sian.. cuz i found out tt i still need 2 go n find b't x neo.. tts de ending.. dunnoe whr gt sia.. if any1 noe pls tell me can.. plz.. reward will b given.. haha.. ok enough tokin liao.. nitez.. sian tml sch again..

2 days post..

2004-08-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

i m back.. yesterday nv post.. actually i was online doin nuthin lar.. but juz lazy 2 post.. last nite went 2 meet sum guys n gers whom i noe from wholivesnearyou.com forum 1.. went wif weichuang.. quite a nice batch.. all of us all stay in bishan 1.. den sum how gt alot of things 2 chat abt.. tts cool i tint... anyway on wed i tok 2 her.. den end up i guess me n her realli is onli meant 2 b frenz.. so gif up liao.. n i tint i m givin up on bgr(s) 4 de time being.. i gt so many gd brothers ard me.. all also single.. so i guess i wun die wifout a ger so long no gf liao.. dun haf also wun die 1 lar.. although sumtimes c frenz gt stead.. den like so sweet.. kinda jealous.. but oo well me is meant 2 b single de ba.. single life is also gd lar.. no need 2 b so stressed up by gf ... mayb sum ppl prefers 2 get stressed up by all this matters ar.. or mayb is i nv realli gt stressed up b4.. lol.. ok enough of her.. she iz juz a fren or passerby in my life.. although she had left a whole bunch of footsteps on de short period of time i noe her.. back 2 thurs.. reach hm ard 10++ went 2 bath liao watch oc.. den after tt rememeber gt man utd match showing.. so nv slp wait 4 it.. sumhow i fell aslp lar.. but lucky i slp.. cuz de match gt canceled.. haha.. lucky me.. woke up 2 off de lights everything liao.. went back 2 slp again.. woke up at ard 10 plus.. dun realli felt like goin 2 sch 2 meet up wif my classmate 2 tok abt our project 1.. at first tot 2day can b my off day.. hu noes dey wan 2 meet up 4 meeting.. f dem.. den gt 2 sch late.. cuz was tokin abit 2 u-ying.. but heck care.. reach dere den sit down 4 ard 10 mins liao den i went back hm liao.. dumb rite.. reach hm slp summore.. den at de evening went 2 meet ah marc 2 makan dinner at sch.. cuz at 6 like tt gt agm 4 tkd.. ah marc was shortlisted 4 chairman.. 2 bad he nv gt choosen as chairman.. dennis gt de place.. but still i tint those 2 both also can b a gd chairperson lar.. so its fine wif me.. although my vote went 2 ah marc lar.. ah marc lost by 2 votes onli lar so nuthin much.. de meetin was quite ok lar.. den i was choosen 2 b a grp leader ar.. den i c de ppl under me.. all i dunnoe 1.. haiz.. must go noe alot of ppl again.. sian.. went 4 dinner wif marcus n chris n siumei n cherie lar.. but chris went off early.. he nv eat at all..also return him his hdd liao.. tanks bro.. owe u 1.. den went hm wif siumei n cherie.. tok abit lar.. cuz my station is 2 near liao.. haha.. after tt bath liao.. here i m.. cant wait 4 my bt x 2 finish sia.. goin 2 liao.. i tint by sunday i can watch liao.. woohoo..

sentosa

2004-08-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

as usually morning go sch slack in sch.. at least 1 happy thing happen 2day.. i pass my java!!! de results de veri gd but still i manage 2 pass... i still tot i might fail lor.. lucky pass.. must make sure i pass all of de quiz.. haha.. anyway after sch went straight down 2 habourfront meet chuang.. den go sentosa wif him... kinda funni goin on a wkday.. veri quiet.. but lucky gt a few bikini babes 2 c lar.. but all is from far far c c onli.. lie down dere sun tan den tok wif him.. stay dere until 3 plus.. den as we were walk back.. gt 3 babes walkin bhind us.. actually 2 me onli gt 1 realli is a babe lar.. de other 2 nt veri sure.. but still i tint is also nt bad 1 lar.. nvm abt dem lar.. took bus back.. den chuang came 2 my hse sae i gt tell him abt sum vcds i wan 2 lend him.. den end up dun haf anythin.. so he went back wif my fhm n sum comics.. after tt was like slackin n slackin until nw at first dun wan 2 blog 1.. abit lazy.. but blog lar.. k tok enough liao.. buaiz..

Made up my mind..

2004-08-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

juz nw on my way home from trging.. i finally made up my mind on sumthin.. Sept 22.. tt will b de deadline 4 me.. after tt day.. i will nt think of her any more.. no more miss her.. no more pics in my fone.. nt even in my com.. this time.. i guess it is realli time 2 pack up my feelings n settle it once n 4all..as days past.. my heart aches more n more.. de longing.. i guess guys tt realli like sum1 b4 will noe how it felt.. although i dun realli wan 2 do this.. but i tint 9 out of 10.. it will come true.. time 2 grow up.. n time 2 stop wasting time holdin on 2 sumthin tt is nt meant 2 b.. haiz.. if i gt a wish rite nw.. i wish tt she wuld sae yes.. realli do.. haiz... time 2 ciao liao.. dun realli feel like doin anythin nw.. but haf 2 study 4 tml quiz.. n tml goin 2 sentosa wif chuang.. tint goin 2 tell him abt my tots.. kinda need 2 tank him.. cuz if nt 4 him.. i wun b able 2 noe ber.. although if i had nt know her.. i wun b so painful nw.. haha.. hmmm dunnoe this time need 2 take how long 2 get over it.. this sux.. life sux..

3 days blog

2004-08-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

fri super short day.. went sch 4 1 hr plus liao.. den come back hm n slp.. den at nite went 4 tkd.. tts all.. nuthin much happen.. den sat morning went 2 bugis take pay.. den went down 2 find chris.. help him sign plan 4 his hp.. den after tt went back 2 sch.. den went down 2 sentosa.. so long nv went down dere liao.. it was quite fun.. den bbq no much food 2 eat.. so eat quite little.. den at nite drink sum beer wif chris n marcus.. n after it start 2 rain abit.. we went back 2 de tent.. den play truth or dare.. but actually iz all truth lar.. ask alot of shit.. veri funni.. but wen kanna me tt time.. dey all all sian.. cuz i gt no secert.. lol.. after tt stay dere 4 de nite.. sit on de beach wif marcus down dere tok cock n drink abit more beer.. marcus tt guy drink alot lor.. anyway after tt morning came den eat abit liao den pack up n bath liao.. left sentosa liao.. back on singapore.. went 2 eat at hawker centre.. den take mrt back.. reach hm liao bath liao.. straight down at bed.. until 6.. den watch tv play com until nw..

movie day~~

2004-07-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

hiz.. back again.. lol.. juz nw was watchin my show on de com.. until nw den finish watchin de whole series.. its nice.. King arthur is nice 2.. went 2 watch it this afternoon after my classes.. finally gt 2 watch de show.. sae alot of time wan 2 go watch den everythin end up nv.. but 2day finally went 2 watch it.. worth de 6.50 i spend.. haha.. hmmm.. dunnoe y.. but i juz love this kind of show.. battles nt usin guns or wat.. juz man 2 man combat.. troy lar.. lotr lar.. n nw king arthur.. this is my kind of show.. juz love this kind of violents.. haha.. after de show came hm.. den chiong my show until nw lor.. oo yah,.. this wk's oc was nice also... veri funni.. haiz.. dunnoe she gt watch or nt.. she was de 1 tt gt me hooked on 2 de show... but she always seem so busy.. haiz.. wonder does she still remember me?? or gt miss me or nt.. lol.. i sure do miss her alot.. tired~ go slp liao.. tml is a super short day 4 me.. i tint stay dere half n hr can go hm liao.. stupid sia.. kk buaiz..

gym day~~~

2004-07-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

yoz back.. last nite 2 tired so nv blog.. but am back 2 day...

yesterday was meiqi's bday.. kaoz.. so many ppl's bday sia.. i tint this sunday is shuping's 1.. anyway went 2 sch in de mornin.. boring lab.. sit dere do nuthin.. den after tt went 4 lecture.. 2 hrs lecture.. den after tt more lecture.. haha.. sit in de lecture hall 4 3 straight hrs.. my butt is achin from tt sia.. anyway after lecture went down 2 sim lim 2 get chris his thumbdrive.. 256 for 66 bucks.. tts quite a bargain leh.. ate lunch wif aaron.. den went 2 bugis walk walk.. den took a mrt back 2 sch.. on de trip back.. gt 1 auntie ask me 4 directions.. kao.. this is sg leh.. u singaporean u dunnoe how 2 take mrt meh.. lame ass shit sia.. but de gd guy in me took over lar.. so tell her lor.. den went back 2 my sit n sit dere read newpaper.. gt 1 couple opp me was kissin until so song infornt of me.. like i invisi 1.. dot dot dot.. reach sch liao.. juz in time xiong dey all end deir class liao.. den was celebrating meiqi's bday.. wen she was takin her candles out of de cake tt time.. i lightly push her face in2 de cake.. den play ard liao.. i took de whole cake n smash in2 her face..lol.. i m so bad.. but well juz 4 fun lar.. i dun tint she is angry or wat lor.. hehe.. after tt went 4 lab again sit dere do nuthin.. i hate my tuesdays sia.. after lab went 4 tkd.. run here run dere onli.. den came hm n slp..

2day leh.. worse.. mornin lie in bed until nearly late.. lucky nv.. classes as usual den wanted 2 go watch king arthur 1.. but de show 2 late den nv watch.. reach hm on my com liao.. fell aslp until 4 plus wake up slack abit liao went 2 meet chuang 2 go gym... realli no strength do abit liao den sian liao.. stay dere at 1 hr.. den went 2 mac n sit dere tok tok.. den back hm.. oo yah... my show is finally finish liao.. FINALLY sia.. so happy.. haha.. ok i tint i sae alot liao.. blog tml or wat ba..

lalala

2004-07-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

first thing first... HAPPY BDAY 2 CHRIS N ARVIND... haha.... went 2 sch 4 class.. java tt time gt quiz.. quite easi.. but i dun tint can get full marks lar.. but heck lar.. can pass can liao.. anyway after tt lynn n siti went 4 deir lecture.. so onli left me n meiqi.. so we all went 2 mac.. den she dun wan 2 eat de burger.. so end up i eat 2 burger n 1 hasbrown.. n 1 large milo.. quite fillin leh.. anyway den we 2 was sittin dere tokin lor.. den siti call... she sae dey all cannot find de lecture so ask whr were we den came down 2 find us..those 2 were like a big joke lor. dun even noe whr iz deir lecture.. den we all sit dere tok tok den went 4 classes.. along de way i was like makin fun of siti of her height.. ask her carry my bag.. cuz my bag i put until veri long.. so she carry tt time is like on de floor lor.. funni sia.. anyway after tt class den.. went 2 library 2 slp.. cuz gt 2 hrs break.. again was wif meiqi onli.. lol.. took a nap lar.. realli dun feel like wakin up also lar.. i juz love 2 slp... ppl hu noe me well shld noe tt lar.. after tt went 2 1 hr lab liao.. den i ciao 2 meet chris .. nv go 4 ms phoon class n lecture.. went 2 kbox excutive 2 sing.. paid ard 17 bucks.. but nv realli sing until veri song cuz gt alot of ppl dere.. n gt tt faggot dere.. c liao also sian.. sing finish liao den went 2 makan wif chris, marcus n kc.. den after tt is home sweet home.. okok.. enough bullshittin liao... nitez..

chris bday

2004-07-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

nw i guess is monday 26/7... 2day is chris's n arvind's bday.. yesterday was siumei's 1.. alot of ppl bday sia this month.. anyway i haven blog 4 sat also.. so nw haf 2 blog once n 4 all.. haha..
sat nuthin much.. work,.. den went off early 2 go my auntie's hse 4 bbq.. most of de food is done by my beloved mother.. she can realli cook sia.. must learn alot from her.. den nxt time can cook 4 my love 1.. n my frenz also lar.. if dey dare 2 eat it.. lol... anyway after tt reach hm at ard 1 plus.. she was still online.. den b4 tt she msg me so i reply her tellin her tt i juz gt back from home all this.. nv sae much.. me n her like sumtimes nuthin much 2 tok abt also.. haiz.. dunnoe y.. tok 2 other ppl i can sae alot.. but she n me like nuthin much sia.. i guess we all realli nt meant 2 b ba.. or mayb we all still dunnoe each other tt well ba.. ok enough of her.. den tok 2 joleen from my class 1 lar.. i call her auntie.. cuz she is much older den us.. haha.. hope she nt readin this.. cuz if she is.. i tint she is goin 2 kill me.. haha.. anyway had a super long chat wif her until 4 ar.. quite a nice chatter 2 chat wif lar.. nxt time can chat more wif her online liao.. lol.. went 2 slp.. woke up at 8.. but was so tired tt i end up nv go 2 play bball wif randy dey all.. randy called me at 9 i tint 2 ask me i nt goin izit.. den tell him no.. was veri tired so went back 2 slp 4 awhile more.. woke up at ard 1045 ar.. went 2 bath liao check on my show den finally off my com since friday nite.. missed de 11.20 bus.. de nxt bus i gt on.. aaron dey all also was takin tt bus.. dunoe iz gd or nt lar.. cuz i was thinkin of slpin durin de trip.. but nv gt 2 but nvm lar.. 2day sales was like gd lor.. i tint ard 15 sets ar..quite power lar.. but ah lim still tint tt it is little.. haiz.. sadden.. must work hard 2 bcum like jia jun liao.. anyway durin de day nuthin much happen.. chris n marcus came down cuz chris need 2 get ink 4 his printer.. i ask andrew from global gif him a gd price.. den end up gd price by minus 3 plus onli.. but i guess ink all this also cnanot gif much lar.. better den nuthin rite chris.. den he tell me 2nite meetin at chinatown 2 go makan.. so after work i tell benny i nt goin 2 eat wif dem.. den went down 2 chinatown 2 meet chris dey all liao.. juz nw makan 1 all is chris pay cuz he sae he treatin.. tanks bro.. dun worri my bday tt time will b my turn 2 treat u guys... had our dinner dere.. nv eat much.. but still quite filling lar.. haha.. after tt walk from chinatown 2 cityhall den took mrt down 2 marina den back up lar.. no gals 2 c 1.. so sian.. i tint even gt also like tt.. i wun go up n tok 2 dem or wat so ever... i still like 1 person.. haha.. den after tt is hm sweet hm 4 me .. cuz as usual i m de first 2 reach hm.. haha.. okok.. enough liao.. veri late n my battery is runnin low liao.. scare ltr no bat den die liao.. anyway chris happy bday.. i noe u r readin it.. lol.. arvind n siumei also.. happy bday..

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2004-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok lets start.. as usual mornin wake up go sch.. 2day was a short day.. started at 9 ended at 11.. den after tt went 2 eat.. den went 2 club rm wait 4 chris.. shan hao was dere so i went in2 de club rm also.. stay dere 4 awhile den shan hao sae she goin 4 classes liao.. so i take de key from her.. cuz tot better 2 stay in de club rm den outside.. den fell aslp in de rm.. woke up at 12.30.. n tt chris still nt dere.. so i msg him.. he nv reply me summore.. so nvm.. heck care him liao.. went hm 2 slack abit.. cuz need 2 come back at 4 to pass de keys back 2 shan hao dey all.. reach hm liao.. on my com.. gt a new email.. its from her.. wow i dun believe it sia.. so i reply from how i felt.. told her everythin i felt lor.. kinda dumb 2 do it in a emaill but 4get it lar.. tts de way i m ... dun like 2 tok face 2 face.. after tt chris finally reply me.. tt guy was slpin..win liao lor.. went back 2 sch.. slack dere until 6 b4 training start.. actually nt realli training lar.. it was a ice breaker session 4 de freshies.. kinda fun.. den still gt spar.. in shorts summore.. haha.. my back thrust hit eric's chin.. den kick benjamin's face... haiz.. wats wrong wif me recently.. haha.. tts abt all liao lar.. de rest was sum games tt cause dennis 2 bcame soakin wet.. haha.. nuthin much liao lor.. saw arvind 4 de first time 4 a few months.. no diff abt him lar.. haha.. went 2 eat wif him, chris , kc, vincent dey all.. but i nv eat.. haha.. i m like so broke recently.. haiz,.. cannot spend 2 much liao.. okok... i tint i shld shut up nw... tired n slpy liao..

day..

2004-07-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm... bad day i had 2 day.. haha.. morning wake up 2 go sch.. den b4 tt went 2 check on my torrent 4 a chinese show.. wow.. hit 20 kbps.. first time ever hit so high sia.. anyway den after tt wrote a short blog den after tt chee orh.. den website hang on me.. den nv blog successfully.. anyway after tt went 2 sch.. slack until 1... den wanted 2 go watch movie nv watch it though.. went hm n slack n took a short nap.. after tt went back 2 sch 2 find chris.. waited 4 marcus.. den we all went down 2 redhill 2 find chris's bday present from marcus.. haha.. a doctor trip.. haha.. tt was marcus's present 4 chris.. bring him 2 treat his skin problem.. anyway after we all went 2 makan den walk 2 queensway.. walk walk.. after home sweet home.. haha.. juz nw watch go warrior.. tokin abt jiu jitsu.. kao.. c liao kinda wanna go learn sia.. look so cool.. watchin oc nw.. ok dun tok liao.. haiz.. missing her again.. 2day is de 4th month i noe her liao.. so fast.

boring day

2004-07-22T02:53:00.000+08:00

sux man.. my post gt delete away.. fucked up system.. lazy 2 write again. so let keep de story short n sweet.. rot at hm yesterday.. at hm watch my gundam seed .. finally watch finish liao.. nice.. n yesterday was dionne's bday.. gt her a cap.. funni thing 2 gif a gal.. but anyway tint she like it.. so ok lor.. tts all la.. blog more ltr...

qizhi's bday..

2004-07-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

haha.. 4 those hu r readin this i tint shld b all mostly from my sec sch or poly frenz.. so no1 will noe hu de fuck is qizhi. anyway he is fren i noe from bball lar.. nice guy 2 b wif.. same like me.. singles.. lol.. i guess i m still better off single.. cuz dere is 2 many things i love 2 do alone..

anyway 2day was quite a fun day 4 me lar.. morning went 2 sch.. den went off at ard 10.. i was like onli in sch 4 2hrs lor.. de lecture was boring as hell.. i was like slpin 4 de whole 1 hr.. de lecturer like tok super fast 1 lor.. 2 hr lecture 1 hr finish liao.. den pass my admin 2 my classmates 2 help me scan 4 de nxt lecture.. den went down 2 orchard 2 meet my parents 4 lunch.. end up i was stuck dere alone 4 1 hr plus.. but it was cool.. walkin ard.. went in 2 levis saw de nw design jeans.. it sux.. so i guess i shld b gettin 501 once i save enough money.. den saw a man utd jersey.. SELLIN at onlli 79.90.. cheap.. i wanna buy tt also.. haiz.. so many things 2 buy so little money 2 spend... after tt walk back 2 lido dere.. was thinkin of ber.. cuz i used 2 walk tt path wif her.. haiz.. i miss her sia.. how can i 4get her.. i noe gt no chance but.. haiz.. sadden.. anyway after tt my parents finally came.. den i makan liao.. went down 2 bugis 2 meet yong sheng.. i was late 4 like 15 mins.. mostly i was de 1 waitin 4 ppl.. so felt bad let ppl wait 4 me.. i wonder those hu let me wait 1.. ever felt bad b4 or nt.. after tt went 2 top shop .. wanted 2 get chris his bday present.. a tshirt tt wrote "save water .. drink beer" but 2 bad no more liao.. den gt dionne her cap.. hope she like it.. oo wait.. she ask me 2 buy tt 4 her 1.. haha.. after tt me n ys walk down 2 suntec.. den at suntec tt branch also dun haf de tshirt i wanted.. so end up gt him another 1.. also veri funni.. so got it 4 him.. juz nw read his blog.. guess he like it.. chris if u r readin this.. u better like it.. haha.. nt cheap wor.. haha..jokin jokin.. after tt we all walk ard liao.. den went back 2 nyp.. ys drop at amk 2 buy herbal tea 4 his dear.. *jealous sia.. * all gt dear.. onli me gt myself.. haha.. after tt went 4 2 period of lab.. sit dere tok cock wif meiqi dey all onli.. haha.. after tt went down 2 trging ground pass chris bday present 2 him early.. haha.. lazy 2 bring hm all this wat.. lol.. de most f**k thing was every1 seem 2 went 4 trging other den me.. haha.. cuz i was goin 2 meet qizhi dey all 4 ktv.. oo well.. like i was saying i walk down 2 amk 2 meet qizhi randy n weichuang.. den went 2 de nw kbox at amk.. nt veri nice place lar.. quite sucky.. de system still will hang n del sum song 1.. dumb.. haha.. but we had a great time dere.. n we took weichuang's virginity.. haha.. virgin trip i mean.. haha.. we all nt gays ... lol.. den de session ended at 1.. walk back wif dem..took ard 1 hr.. but it was a nice walk lar.. i realli enjoy walkin ard wif a bunch of gd frenz.. walk whr also can lor.. juz walk n tok cock.. so song.. haha.. anyway den here i m.. typing this blog.. guess nuthin much 2 sae liao.. buaiz..

lame day..

2004-07-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

it is juz tt kind of day tt nuthin goes rite 4 u.. went 2 sch early in de mornin.. but end up dere was no class. darn... den sit dere 4 nuthin so went down 2 amk watch spiderman 2.. watch alone again.. guess tts wat 4 me is de best lar.. no need 4 gfz.. or even frenz.. juz go watch alone is still de best.. haha.. cuz no1 2 tok 2 u.. no distraction.. so those readin this. u all mayb can go try.. mayb u will like me will like watchin movies alone.. haha.. spiderman was nice.. at first sae wanted 2 go watch wif her 1.. but guess tts wat meant 2 b.. me watchin de show alone.. anyway after de show.. went back 2 sch.. wanted 2 go gym.. den end up dey sae 4 gals onli.. sian.. den went 2 run.. haiz.. my stamina realli sux.. onli 4 rds den dead liao.. after tt .. go class.. den heard ms phoon nt comin.. sianz.. more free classes.. i rather go classes 4 de first time.. haha.. weird huh.. anyway go eat wif leongy dey all liao.. went 2 library 2 read mags tt i juz buy.. den took a short nap.. den went 2 scan card n went home.. after tt.. at hm watch sum tv liao.. den here i m here bloggin.. haha.. ok enough liao.. buaiz..

wind~~~

2004-07-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

wen i die i wanna bcum de wind.. so wen i m no longer ard.. n u feel de wind.. tt will b me..

nice words rite.. taken from windstruck 1.. nt de same as wat he said lar.. but roughy dere..if can i also wanna bcum de wind wen i die.. den i can look after my loves 1.. haha.. cool ar.. anyway 2day at work nuthin much 2 sae abit.. go dere slack den play ard wif de ppl at global it.. haha..slowly startin 2 get along wif dem.. ooo well.. dunnoe how long i will last dere.. haha.. after work went 2 eat wif benny dey all.. den play cs.. after tt came home..

Pu tong peng you..

2004-07-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i guess most ppl hu listen 2 chinese songs shld noe this song..
等待我隨時隨地在等待做你感情上的依賴我沒有任何的疑問這是愛我猜你早就想要說明白我覺得自己好失敗從天堂掉落到深淵多無奈我願意改變 (what can I do?) 重新再來一遍(just give me chance) 我無法只是普通朋友感情已那麼深叫我怎麼能收手但你說 I only want to be your friend 做個朋友我猜妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人我感激妳對我這樣的坦白但我給你的愛暫時收不回來 So I 我不能只是 be your friend I just can't be your friend no,no,no,我不能只是做你的朋友不能只是做普通朋友
this song is from david tao.. this song is how i m feelin nw.. n wat ber want 2 b wif me.. juz frenz.. haiz.. well i guess its time 2 let go liao ba.. goin 2 4 months since i noe her.. well time flies..

well tt was wat i was thinkin of de song.. wen she told me abt those stuff.. well i noe tt 4 sum time lar.. although she told me b4 lar.. but realli tot tt was a chance.. haiz.. oo well.. lol.. time 2 move on..

nuthin much happen at work 2day.. went 2 work.. den every1 was like wat de fuck happen 2 ur hair sia.. y go cut.. quili was sayin i look like sum japanese cult guy tt wanna go bomb de train or wat shit.. haha.. ooo well cut liao.. so heck lar.. i like it anyway.. 2day sales bad sia.. until 6 like tt.. onli sold 1 crt.. summore nt i sell 1.. den after 6.. wow.. suddenly chiong 4 come out.. luck sia.. den after tt went out 2 eat wif arron dey all.. den ended up home.. juz nw eat curry chicken.. lol.. my fave sia.. it rules man.. guess enough tokin liao.. nitez..

slacking day...

2004-07-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

wassup.. 2day seem quite a gd day 4 me.. lol.. enjoy sia.. morning went 2 sch den slack dere n juz rotted in sch.. but i gt a free book.. tt save me 5 bucks ..haha.. kinda feel bad takin it. well this was wat happen.. de other day i went 2 my java class.. de lecturer was my mentor.. den i haven buy her book.. so wen she ask me whr was my book.. i tell her i haven buy.. cuz no money.. haha.. den 2day she came up den pass me de notes.. haha.. den sae gif me.. but must score a 4 her.. stress.. haha.. anyway after tt went 2 makan.. den scan card 4 my java liao.. den went down 2 ps.. again at ps.. lol.. went dere 4 2days in a row liao.. anyway went up 2 c gt any show 2 watch.. den decided 2 watch windstruck.. well cuz it was said 2 b veri gd.. n it is.. so long nv watch movie alone liao.. de feeling i guess is still quite gd.. haha.. well de gal bside me cried during de show sia.. well i dun blame her it was realli a touchin story.. shld watch wif de ppl u love.. de worse part was.. i saw sum1 from nyptkd.. in de same cinema as me.. dun realli tok much 2 him.. so anyway.. juz dun belive my luck lar.. anyway after tt.. went back hm.. nearly doze off on my bed.. den nv go trging.. but lucky i went.. haha.. song sia.. during sparin.. woohoo... did a high turning n HEADSHOT.. haha.. tt bugger's eyes dere were like swollen like a pigs' leg.. haha..well i nv like tt fag anyway.. borrow money liao.. dunnoe how 2 return 1.. FAGGOT.. haha.. but de kick was like so song.. although i nv realli wanted 2 do tt.. but after doin it.. all i can sae is... SONG... haha.. den after trging.. wanted 2 wait 4 adeline go back hm 2gether.. so long nv tok 2 her liao.. haiz.. used 2 b able 2 tok 2 her alot.. realli miss those days.. well i guess ppl grow up n frenship also will b gone ba.. anyway nw at hm enjoyin a pizza.. gtg liao.. tok alot liao.. tml still need 2 work.. sian.. sumtimes realli dun feel like workin.. but no work = no money.. so haf 2 work.. haha.. buaiz dude.. blog tml..

first day of my new blog..

2004-07-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

testing 1 2 3... testing 123.. can any1 c me.. de botak kia is back on blogspot.. i used 2 b known as lonely boi. nw is BOTAK KIA.. acutally nt realli botak lar.. but well those hu noe me.. shld noe how short my hair iz nw.. ya man.. BOTAK rox.. anyway i goin off soon le.. whaha.. goin 2 meet ber 4 dinner n movie.. this will nt b possible bcuz of ms siumei 4 her tix.. haha.. post more ltr after my date.. whaha.. i juz cant wait 2 c her again.. 1 wk so fast pass le..

hmm.. back again.. haven go out yet.. still kinda early.. lalala.. well let c.. recently.. all i had done was slack slack n more slack.. ppl.. if u r readin this.. gif tell me sumthin can.. wat do u guys or gals think of me.. m i a short tempered person?? or hot tempered??? m i a gd fren ??? can u all tell me everythin??? or i m juz a fren tt u all sae hi n buai 2..

BACK 4 de third time man.. haha.. woo... enjoy sia.. realli haf 2 tank ms siumei 4 de tix.. haha.. hmm.. lets start.. went out at ard 1725... reach ps at ard 1750... den waited 4 her till 1815 wen she reach.. den she went 2 draw money.. den go makan.. blah blah blah.. den we all went inside carrefour 2 get sum stuff 4 de movie.. gt a bottle of fresh mango juice.. juz de way i love it.. she gt a small bottle of apple + sum stuff lar.. dunnoe how 2 type.. haha.. den we 2 decide 2 get de biscuits we like.. those small small 1 wif a sugar icingy on top of it.. nice~~~ :P... den we all 2 walk dere 2 fort canning.. den along de way she ask me.. r we goin 2 sit on de grass.. den i was also blur.. den reach dere realli need 2 sit on de grass.. den we 2 was like oh shit.. no mat.. haha.. den i decide 2 go back 2 carrefour n buy a mat lor.. den at first we all 2 walk 2 gether.. den i tot let her rest n sit dere wait 4 me.. den i told her tt.. den i run all de way back.. kao.. dun c short short distance.. veri tiring sia.. need 2 train more on my running liao.. wahahaha.. de most f**ked up thing was.. i reach dere liao.. cannot find a bloody mat.. wtf rite.. so big a mart dun even haf a mat.. i was like walkin ard n ard juz cannot find it.. den end up i heck liao.. time was running low.. so i gt us a england flag.. woohoo.. haha.. from euro 1.. 3 bucks sia.. nt cheap.. but nvm lar.. den run back.. by de time i reach whr she was.. i was super tired n sweaty.. but c her.. all gone.. lol.. den we all went in. wow c de whole place crowded sia.. lucky manage 2 find a place lar.. nv veri gd.. but still can do lor.. de show was nice.. can wait 4 de part 2 2 come sia.. more action.. den after tt send her hm.. she was like quite tired.. but we all still gt tok abt sum stuff.. den i told her abt me smokin nw n last time.. although nw dun smoke much.. juz social 1.. but i guess she dun like it.. so ok dudes.. no more cigs 4 me anymore.. non-smoker here nw.. haha.. send her hm liao.. den i saw de time 2 late.. so went 2 take a cab hm.. reach my hse juz nice 5 bucks.. haha.. manage 2 catch the oc.. nice show man.. watch it.. well i guess i had crap enough liao lar.. i tint its alot.. so gd nitez ppl.. hope u all wun tint tt i m a nag.. buaiz.. b back tml..